Today I nearly did something very fucking stupid. I am not talking slightly stupid, or a just a bit daft but seriously fucked up stupid. I don’t want to go into the details, that is not relevant, but what I did discover today was that I am the luckiest women on the planet because I am so deeply, passionately, unconditionally loved by a man who quite frankly deserves better than a crappy sub like me.
Sometimes I wonder why me, why love me, but then I realise why anyone? Why does anyone love a person? Is it really possible to put those feelings into words that actually really and honest convey that? I think writers have been trying to do that since time immemorial and there are certainly words written that for many people come close and yet, somehow they still miss something. That little spark of magic that we have no actual words for but that we feel in the beat of our hearts, in the core of what we know about someone. And so why he loves me like he does or for that matter why I love him like I do, because just in case I have not made that clear, I love him so utterly completely too, does not really matter. It just is.
And from now on I shall make sure I steer well clear of the fucking stupid.
Mollyxxx
Ps… please do not come asking us about details, you will not get them. Sometimes we don’t tell you everything.
Michael’s P.S. It is true that I love her madly and passionately and while she may not know why I love her, I most certainly do. She is smart, beautiful, funny, caring, kinky and best of all she seems to think I am pretty okay too. She is also not a crappy sub, she just sometimes needs reminding.
“I think writers have been trying to do that since time immemorial and there are certainly words written that for many people come close and yet, somehow they still miss something.”……
I believe we are all unique and therefore each relationship is unique in it’s self. People love each other for many different kinds and combinations of reasons. The The writer can only put it into words their own (or imagined) unique experience to try and convey/express that, and it will always fall short of someone’s view point/experience.
The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched – (or written down…apparently)….they must be felt with the heart. ~ Helen Keller
We all do stupid things from time to time. We are human, flawed if you will. We make mistakes. What matters is how we and those that we love and love us handle them.
Velvet x
People who never do anything stupid are virtually unloveable. No one wants to be with someone who has no flaws. It’s just too much to live up to.